Okay so I have 29 days left before I leave. And right now my decision to be an exchange student doesn't look so good anymore. I am nervous about not knowing the language, about having to go to school and doing well in that school. I am scared about what people are gonna think about me, and whether I will make any friends. I know I will get homesickness, I just don't know how bad it will be. I have sooo many things that need to be done, and it feels like I won't be able to finish it all. I have questions like: Should I bring my cell phone or should I buy one there? What kinds of things do people my age do for fun? Will my host family like me? Will school be super hard, or is it easier than we think? I worry about what my family will do without me, will they miss me? What about friends? Will they still be here for me when I come back?..... Yeah so that's my current inner turmoil, I know that this is (will) be amazing and I am thinking too much. I just spilled my guts, so I think this is a good place to stop.
~Amanda
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